Inside JohnBear's Head...

Just had a sandwich from jersey mike’s for the first time and it was really good

Dammit I need sleep I’m soo tired

Hope y’all sleep well :)

its really hard to explain.. but once in a while when I’m doing something ill randomly have a very vivid ‘vision’ 

for example… (this gets a little graphic lol)

but when i was driving today i was behind someone who, wasn’t driving bad, not slow or like an asshole but for some reason i wanted to get around them.. the road i was on was  a passing road so i had the option to go around them but i didn’t. but then i had a vision’

in the vision i DID go around them and when i did something went wrong and i wound up flipping my car and rolling but landing upright… (i drive with my arm out the window sometimes) and in the vision my arm and hand broke and there was blood everywhere.. i wasn’t in much pain but instead of calling an ambulance i called my mom and said “mom, i need to go to the hospital i just flipped my car” and  i then proceeded to drive to the hospital….

now…. I DID THIS ALL WHILE I WAS DRIVING…. wtf i was completely there.. like i was driving and everything focused on driving i knew what i was doing but in my head this vision appeared… i get ALOT of these and they are all so… Real.. i don’t get it its odd… sometimes its neat though

im not sure really… i don’t know what i should do with it anymore

i am hungry and i am reallylllylylyllyyl in the mood for Dunkin donuts

Tonight is not a good night…

I’m getting my bottom wisdom teeth removed next thursday…. and I’m really nervous.. I’ve been put to sleep many times due to health issues but for some reason I’m now scared to… ugh i hope i wake up >_<